i am so over fighting.

it’s too much fucking stress and probably the reason my health has been shit lately.

because face it there’s been a lot of fights.

and i’m fucking done.

i don’t even know what i’m going to do if we fight over another stupid thing.

i’m tired of getting upset and angry and wanting to ignore you but also not. and wanting to cry and saying things that make it worse because i’m an impulsive bitch.

i mean what’s going to happen if we get into a relationship and we keep fighting over stupid shit.

fights are good if they actually help something or aren’t over things that don’t even matter.

but lately all it’s been is stupid things that we shouldn’t even be fighting over.

and neither of us know how to just fucking drop it and walk away until we’re not upset anymore.