i should just start telling people my favorite food is potatoes when they ask me. i usually say pasta. but there’s just so many ways to eat potatoes.
3am cravings are strange.
my family is making it more difficult to organize christmas than it should be.
so not long ago i discovered that i can easily make my nose crack and let me just tell you i do not like that. omg. i don’t know how i never noticed it before. but it’s so gross.
my lips are still blue from that ice cream.
two important things to mention from the tundra lodge today:
also one of the lifeguards was a girl that hates me but that’s less important.
this guy i know wants to do some sort of video (i assume music video since he’s a musician) and posted on facebook that he’s in need of people willing to kiss the same gender as well as needing an opposite gender couple. someone told him to make sure to use 18 or older actors or else it’s probably illegal. really, kissing is illegal now?
tundra lodge tomorrow. not sure how i feel about it. hope there aren’t a lot of people mostly because i don’t feel like getting splashed. i’m only going because it’s my niece’s birthday and my sister asked if i wanted to. and i’ve never been there before.
i really want a “sweater weather is better weather” sweater because holy fuck i love fall and it’s perfect for me. but they’re like $30 and i’m broke.
i have like a week of ellen episodes to watch. marathon tomorrow? possibly.
two days later and my packages still aren’t here. what the fuck.
misophonia isn’t an excuse. it isn’t just a made up thing. it’s a fucking sensory processing disorder which means my brain doesn’t interpret sounds the way it should. it isn’t something you just get over. you have to learn to cope but it isn’t fucking easy. if it were, i would have by now. it’s more than just being “annoyed” by a sound. it’s an irrational response to normal everyday sounds, sounds that other people probably just ignore. it isn’t all sounds either, it’s specific sounds. if you want to know more just go here.